i forgot.

I called Dave at work on Friday and asked if I could come in for an ultrasound. He said come on down. Apparently, he didn't tell the people at work that i was pregnant. You should have seen the tech's face when the picture first came up on the screen, it was priceless. She looked over at dave really fast with a look of shock and panic, like perhaps we didn't already know. Dave is funny like that.

When I saw that little 10 week old fetus, it was the first time that this whole thing seemed real. I forgot what an absolute miracle this whole process is. You could see it's little profile, strong heartbeat (161-does that mean it's a boy?), and little arms and legs moving. I can't believe that is inside of me. So weird, but very cool.

I am still nervous that something will happen, but it was comforting to know that at least right now all is right. Which was a good, because I had a tough weekend. I really am done feeling sick.

I would be in Oregon right now for a photography workshop done by Kevin Kubota. I was supposed to fly out yesterday, and be there all week. I had to cancel for obvious reasons. Kind of sad. I was looking forward to it. oh well, i saved money.

Have a great Monday!

oh, and the picture above isn't of my baby, but you know, it looked just like that.